Why?
It's that question that Christians (or so I've been told) aren't meant to ask, yet it's the question that keeps on circling around in in my head.
Why on earth Lord, are you letting me go through this heart-wrenching situation, and how exactly is this meant to be good?' I'm sure in hindsight it will all become clear, but right now it's like a fuzzy mess.
I don't like pain, who does?
Yet, it seems to be necessary at times.
I so desperately need to escape my present situation, and the waiting is HARD.
However, I am reminded that there is much good in my life, and there is much good waiting for me ;o)
So I trust the best way I know how, and that feels like walking on a tightrope at times.


2 Comments:
I know exactly what you mean.
I feel the same at the moment. Why is God not intervening? Why I am still in this horrible situation after 2 and 1/2 years? Why do I feel like I've lost my dreams?
Just why?
I ask God "why" all the time, I don't think he minds. He honors a heart that blesses him even when we don't understand. If answers don't come to you, I'll pray that God gives you extra trust! I know what it's like to hurt, and not care if it's logical to hurt...if it's right or wrong. At least you know your heart is alive, and you're seeking God like MAD! Keep holding on girl, you're awesome!
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